"Inhale love,
exhale hate."
May 20th
14:34
Via
April 19th
06:25

Going to Virgina.

I’m in the ambulance heading to Virgina. Fml. Fuck Virginia.

01:09

It’s not fair. My mother never asked for a daughter like me. She doesn’t deserve this. I’m horrid.

April 17th
12:52
Via
xoxobarbie2011:

these nails are hella dope ! they remind me of the game scrabble :D ha.

xoxobarbie2011:

these nails are hella dope ! they remind me of the game scrabble :D ha.

thenicolesnailsyoutube:

Simple Superman Nails :)

thenicolesnailsyoutube:

Simple Superman Nails :)

April 15th
19:34

a message from hopelessly-forsaken-deactivated


how much do you currently weight? :(

Idk.  I was down to about 118 and I’m 5’7.  But these people have fattened me up tons.  I’m in the hospital.

April 14th
22:09

a message from hopelessly-forsaken-deactivated


why are you getting sent away?

I have an eating disorder… 

21:58

They’re sending me away.

Cumberland hospital, inpatient.  

I can’t put what I feel into words.  They’ve all lied to me.  

They’re all liars.  My mom.  My family.  The doctors.  

The only ones I can trust are Zakk and Chris, and they’re taking me away from them.  Tonight I have razors.  Tonight I have a lighter.  Tonight I will show them all.

10:37

They’ve taken away my thigh gap. I will not forget this. Ten months and I’m 18. Then these fuckers won’t be able to touch me.

April 13th
15:37
Via
allineedisdiscipline:

offhour:

Easter Eggs by CarolynsHope on Flickr.

Yeeeey!!! Easter is coming! This Sunday!!!

allineedisdiscipline:

offhour:

Easter Eggs by CarolynsHope on Flickr.

Yeeeey!!! Easter is coming! This Sunday!!!

42654) Every single second, I look down at my body and feel like crying. I have no thigh gap, and I can’t even see my ribs anymore. I think I may be overweight now. Some call this recovery. I call it failure.